They're short because I bit them
It's big because I like to eat
I cry because I'm upset
I won't look you in the eye because I'm embarrassed
I don't care because I'm stressed out
I'm sad because I can't process how this turned out to be just another learning experience
I'm sad because I don't want to feel this way.
But I'm glad because it doesn't hurt anymore.
What hurts is that I didn't know the truth until yesterday.
This wretched song is still stuck in my head
To think I would sing it for you
I can't run away from it anymore
I just don't understand why you'd do this to me
Should I make you my dirty little secret?
I think selfishness has reached its brink in me
To the point where I'd feel no remorse
I don't think there are seven things I hate about you
There are more than I could ever have the decency to count.
Or the guts.
Regrets? I don't care.
I just want you to feel the pain you've put me through
And I'm not going there to see you.
Because you don't want me there anyway.
I think I talk to him more than I ever talked to you.
To think I
My heart refuses to be touches
My stomach will not be satisfied
You make me lose control
No matter how many times I've lied
Your touch makes me whole
I want to be there with you
You're my truth and my sweetness
Yet I doubt any of that is true
Why did it have to hit me
I long for it and now
Why can't you stay in my life
I don't even care how
You are my false truth
A pathological lie
But why is it so right
At this rate I will die
What's a stupid kiss
My life in that brief swoop
Was it all a waste
I would relive that loop
There are a few reasons for it
None to do with you
If it was up to me
I would always be with you
C
You complicate my life
I just can't seem to get away
Please let me go
Set me free
I no longer want to be your prisoner
You're awful and cruel to me
I lie ruthlessly
I can't let you go
I crave your touch
Hole me
Don't let go
But you have to
For reasons that don't work
So drop it
The hand shall stand on its own
Never to be held again
Because of my own ruthless denial
And incredible selfishness
Independence is not always a good thing
Don't be upset
It's for your own good
I want you
You want me
But that's still not how it works.
You make everything so difficult
The blue stalks of nothing tower over the pond of tears
As the flowers bloom in unison
Singing the pink song of leaves and good morning.
Dominated by blue moon and wind
Supposedly dawn has arrived
Yet something about it makes me tired
Pinks and yellows explode in my face
Forcing me too feel relieved that this vegetation
Is nourished to its every need
By the water beneath it
What could possibly hurt this state of tranquility?
You say nothing.
I see everything.
The growth looming in the black corner
Is watching, waiting for the perfect opportunity.
Pink is wiped out. Now only blue.
One swift motion
One sudden opportu
I smell like a stink wad of garbage cuz guess what I just dont care
I have no rhyme or reason in this world to clean my hair
It's nothing but the science of the wife you have decieved
I thought you wouldnt buy it but here you are with me
You're the only thing that opens the bag of oreos and dips them in peanut butter
It's nothing you knew before you began to stutter
Whatever someone my say may or may not be true
However we know when I say I'm just stuck on you
Before today thats all I knew but here I am, tell me it's not true
She's lying
You're trying
I'm dying
Don't sit there all pretty and ripe
I'll swing by and take a bi
I think I'm in love
And I don't really know why
Just mention your name
And look in your eyes
You are incredible
What can I do
There's nothing to stop me
Except maybe you
You're basically everything
The phenomenon of your senses
You simply amaze me
I don't know why I love you
Maybe it's the feel of your hair
The softness of your skin
The fact that you know
You read me like a book
But I love it somehow
It's not even real.
Go on, take a bow.
You own me.
I guess I knew
It was too good to be true
This is impendingly ridiculous
You hold her
It breaks me
You're just the kid that everyone sees
Riding with the two of these
If only you could see the mind
It's all, it's nothing whats inside
You think you've got it you're so great
You're nothing at all you wish you knew
The depth and please of what I can do
I'll never know
The skins that you know
The sweetness of this poem glides beneath your arm
It's all you'll know
You'll never see the fullest extent of what I'm too nice to mention
Or even acknowledge
It's an act of kindness
It's a professional gesture
You don't have a choice
They say it's so big
Then where's the pleasure?
It's nothing at all that can make the world spin
They're short because I bit them
It's big because I like to eat
I cry because I'm upset
I won't look you in the eye because I'm embarrassed
I don't care because I'm stressed out
I'm sad because I can't process how this turned out to be just another learning experience
I'm sad because I don't want to feel this way.
But I'm glad because it doesn't hurt anymore.
What hurts is that I didn't know the truth until yesterday.
This wretched song is still stuck in my head
To think I would sing it for you
I can't run away from it anymore
I just don't understand why you'd do this to me
Should I make you my dirty little secret?
I think selfishness has reached its brink in me
To the point where I'd feel no remorse
I don't think there are seven things I hate about you
There are more than I could ever have the decency to count.
Or the guts.
Regrets? I don't care.
I just want you to feel the pain you've put me through
And I'm not going there to see you.
Because you don't want me there anyway.
I think I talk to him more than I ever talked to you.
To think I
My heart refuses to be touches
My stomach will not be satisfied
You make me lose control
No matter how many times I've lied
Your touch makes me whole
I want to be there with you
You're my truth and my sweetness
Yet I doubt any of that is true
Why did it have to hit me
I long for it and now
Why can't you stay in my life
I don't even care how
You are my false truth
A pathological lie
But why is it so right
At this rate I will die
What's a stupid kiss
My life in that brief swoop
Was it all a waste
I would relive that loop
There are a few reasons for it
None to do with you
If it was up to me
I would always be with you
C
You complicate my life
I just can't seem to get away
Please let me go
Set me free
I no longer want to be your prisoner
You're awful and cruel to me
I lie ruthlessly
I can't let you go
I crave your touch
Hole me
Don't let go
But you have to
For reasons that don't work
So drop it
The hand shall stand on its own
Never to be held again
Because of my own ruthless denial
And incredible selfishness
Independence is not always a good thing
Don't be upset
It's for your own good
I want you
You want me
But that's still not how it works.
You make everything so difficult
Nothing ventured, Nothing gained,
That's how I've heard it said,
And now it all makes sense,
As these strange thoughts run through my head.
No feelings left unshared,
No words left unspoken,
From beginning to the end,
Nothing here was broken.
Trying with such effort,
And fighting for so long,
For something unobtainable
Has only made me strong.
Through dreams about the battlefield
And dreams about the snow,
It's just so hard to sit here
And watch something magical go.
Although the battle's lost
I think the war is won,
and all of this will be over
with the dawning of the sun.
Nothing seemed to work,
Though everything was tr
Current Residence: sometimes Boston Favourite genre of music: all kinds of rock Favourite style of art: Acrylic paints MP3 player of choice: iPod Wallpaper of choice: NYC skyline wallpaper Skin of choice: Olive Favourite cartoon character: Mickey Mouse Personal Quote: When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. -Jimi Hendrix